I am unemployed, lost the house, used up the retirement fund, and am about to exhaust all savings. I hear the segments about God knowing what your going through and I hear it in the songs and to be perfectly honest I find no comfort it in.
Knowing He is with me doesn't or hasn't to date alleviated the feelings of failure and guilt that I have for letting my family down. It’s crushing at times and knowing that God is with me doesn't make it easier.
I know He loves in a way I don't fully understand but if I am completely honest during the bad times I think he is punishing me. I know its not the case rationally anyway, but emotionally is a different story.
So the easy part: what am I missing? In a 140 words or less please. My attention span is completely twitterized now. :)